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2009-08-07T01:11:00.002+08:00

Heard of this one?
Snow white met prince charming and they lived happily ever after. Wait... lets get real here. What if, snow white has this FUCKING BIG ATTITUDE that prince charming can never tolerate? Snow white never cared how prince charming feels. All the hardship she went through has created a FUCKING BIG EGO. The prince tried his very best to accept her FUCKING BIG ARROGANCE and change her but this FUCKING BIG HEADED bitch never showed she cared. What if snow white has actually becomes her stepmother herself? Will the prince be able to get his happily ever after life ever?

I realised that life is never a fairytale. Why cant we live in fantasy where there are happy endings for you and me? Reality check,we do not have fairy godmothers to complain to where she could just wave all your problems away with her wand.

2008-11-28T16:12:00.000+08:00

This blog is no longer in use..Ive moved to www.xanga.com/muzeekfreek
This blog will still be here though..Do link me up..:)

2008-11-25T02:51:00.001+08:00

Quite a number of teens nowadays have been seen carrying the DSLR cameras..If anyone had noticed,a lot have been bringing these Digital Single-lens Reflex cam wherever they go...to the towns,esplanade..

The question is..Is it passion or fashion??.. The interest seems to be nurtured following the growing trend..and a lot of photographers to be is born..
Now lets take a closer look at what the reporters have found out about the photographers here...especially male ones...

Referring to the Sunday's newpaper..it reported that amateurs are actually paying ex porn stars or in nicer terms,adult film models more than a hundred bucks for private lewd shoots..stripped to nothing and getting their bare bodies captured on cameras for some easy cash..and some,even splashed their naked photos on the net...

So is this the kinda photography these teens aimed to achieve??..or are they actually hoping for some plain pornography??..hmmmm

2008-11-22T04:04:00.000+08:00

Hello Imah...
thx for asking me to update ye..:p
and what happened when u suddenly went offline??..u made me dead worried..

Btw im in a somehow happy mood this few days although life is not at its best for me..
Im outta job..No cash..and just left to count my days before i entered the Jalan Bahar camp this coming Jan..and still..im happy..haha..

Weird..

Aniwae,classical is beautiful piece of music..It has been proven to help u relaxed and soothes your mind..check out this piece..

Heaven!!...

2008-11-15T06:19:00.001+08:00

BREAKING NEWS

Thursday 13 November 2008, The Singapore Zoological Garden made history by having the first death case. The news was spread like wildfire throughout the island.

If you have ever thought of committing suicide by slashing wrists,jumping down from high storeys or even the MRT trail..why not try this new and trendy way to die!..

Btw,i think the govt should build a monument called the "Glamorous dead"
They can then carve in the names of those people who always wanted to commit suicide in the most outstanding way..and of course people would remember them for that..
haha..

Nordin Montong or rather "mantong" 32 yrs old was stupid enough to end his life in the White Tigers den. I really wonder what he was thinking when he actually jumped into the cage armed with only a broomstick and a pail. In four short minutes, scratches from the paws of 3 wild beast took away his life without much effort..
upon hearing this news,only 2 things comes to mind..sympathy and stupid!!

I don't understand people who wished they could end their life or those who already did..Why?..
Life is simple,its about choices..u made a choice and u don't look back..go ahead with it.
But not making stupid choices or u'll end up being eaten by tigers..
=S

2008-11-08T05:44:00.001+08:00

This is gonna be the 2nd entry for the day..Was juz bored and was bloghopping to a blog that belongs to my good indian fren..Muhd Aizat Bin Abu Bakar..Wait..did i get it wrong...Oh nuthing..haha..So yea,he requested me to do this "kill-your-time" QnA..
Changed it abit though...

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
- Yes

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
- Why not? girl only of course..haha

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- Until i really2 moved on and ready to settle down

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Get everything i wished for and maybe donate half of it to each country in the world to stop homosexuality..Its disgusting.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- Hell No!! my best friend is a guy..

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Loving someone.Because i believe i can shower her all the love she needs.That's more important than getting and not giving right?..haha

7. Give one reason you look out for in the opposite sex.
- Good attitude.And of course a lil bit of looks..nyehehehe..

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- BGR won't last that long.So wait..wahahaha(evil laugh)

9. What is the first thing you want to do when you're legal?
- In what sense?..If i'm legally married i wanna make babies..kuang3

10. What would you do if your significant other cheats on you?
- Get the truth out and if its true for no reason,find a new significant other..lol

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Having a stable career and married to a beautiful woman.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- Friends and Family

13. How many times your heart has been broken?
- It can only be broken once and i don't wish for that to happen

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- Single and rich. Money makes the world go round. haha

15. What is your favourite colour?
- Preferably dark

16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
- Hmmmmm..

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- Depends on what happened.:)

18. What do you want to tell the someone you really love?
- I saw the world in your eyes.You are my Universe..Copyrighted :P

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
- Friends.Its easier to confide relationship problems to your friends but rarely do we hear ppl confide friendship problems to their lover.

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
- No.Love is just like life..Is there such thing as True Life?..It just happens and is there as it is..No fake nor true :)

5 people to do this survey:
- I wanna put a stop to this..But if anyone who's bored and wished to do it..Feel free =)

2008-11-08T05:02:00.000+08:00

If there's a question..There will always be answers..
And all we need is time..People say time will tell..
Because finally,after months of waiting anxiously,i finally got the answer to my question..
Ive been asking myself..Asking the people around me..No one knows..Except God..
Now,God answered..Not literally but through the pink MINDEF Enlistment letter..

You are hereby required under Section 10 of Enlistment Act (Cap 93), to report for enlistment on 06 Jan 2009 (Tue) at 10.00am to

SINGAPORE CIVIL DEFENCE FORCE (SCDF)

I have to start adapting to the tough training..And this is the time where most men dream of..

Hot bods..Good income..And of course ladies...nyehehehe..

2008-11-02T05:23:00.000+08:00

It has been confirmed that 6 January 2009 would be the day i step into the gates of the real world..Why real world??..
Because that's where real transformation takes place..From immature boys to responsible men..
The time where we are given responsibilities and taught discipline..
The time which feared most men..
The time where we learn values of lives..
and now...the time has come...for me..
NS..

Moving on..remember the gay post??..
Well the topic is up in the newpaper last Thursday dated 30th Oct..If u care to turn to the 2nd page..U can clearly see a headline that reads "HIV positive?..You deserve it"
To some passerbys who might be saying its not worth someones opinion..Now it does..

The paper did a survey and came to 3 conclusions on how HIV is spread..

1. Men having sex with men (which is literally gay sex)
2. Multiple sex
3. Commercial sex (one night stand)

Multiple sex and prostitution has always been looked lowly at..It's not morally right and has been against social believes..Tat includes being gay..
So how can we ever bring in gay people into the society when they are actually being so low??..

2008-10-23T00:08:00.000+08:00

Children of Africa.

Isn't it sad to see those children not having proper meal,shelters and education. The moment u see this picture,tell me what is the first thing that comes to your mind?..
If you're gonna tell me things like starvation, torture, sadness and stuffs relating to it..You are not wrong. But it seems like it relates me to something else.
Something that is far from what these children are facing. In fact,its someone. Someone who has proper meal, proper roofs above their heads, given the chance to go to proper school..And that someone i'm referring to is none other than youngsters nowadays.
Well,they prefer to be called Mat and Minah reps. These particular group of people,if you look at them carefully has about the same complexion as those african childrens. Not that i'm trying to be a racist but maybe they are just too exposed under the sun.
Most prefer to have skinny bodies..I mean they have to be skinny to become a Mat/Minah don't they??..Its not like they have a choice...The fat ones??.. Well i wouldn't even wanna talk about them.
Homes to them are void decks, town areas, or maybe some deserted ulu places where they like to hang out with their peers.
Education?..Don't mention it as most of these people quited school as early as 15 yrs old. Now lets take a look at this.

So now u see the similarities i see in these two different group of children?..
Both are loved.

Here's something else..This picture is a picture i found on some Mat rep friendster profile.

A cool picture??..Nah...I don't think so..
Let's see what he looks like...

Similar??.. ;)

2008-10-22T01:50:00.000+08:00

I am disappointed that Singapore seems like the only democratic country that disallowed Freedom of Speech. Why couldn't the citizens have their say?.. Its not like we are gonna go for strike or protest against the government..We just wanna express some serious unhappiness. Lets look at the headlines below..

Man fined for $200 for sleeping on bench in Park

Don't want to clear your food tray? Pay

These are two headlines that are published in Singapore's The Newpaper dated Wednesday,15 October 2008 and Tuesday,21 October 2008. So what do you think?
Singapore is a Fine Country? Indeed.

In less than a week we encountered 2 ridiculous reasons to get fined.Or shall i say,stupid? The poor man faced daylight robbery of $200 after taking a 15 min nap in one of S'pores National Park. Fined for only one reason. Sleeping. Yes, 200 bucks just for taking shelter under the rain and falling asleep. In a place where we are allowed to hang around and rest,sleeping is illegal?? Isn't it called resting??..

Next, trays should be cleared after eating at food courts. This is another crappy rule. First of all,there are cleaners who do all these jobs. If you're saying have pity on those aunties and uncles,well i say too bad. Its their responsibilities. What's the use of paying a 7% Goods and Service Tax if i don't get the services i should. If those cleaners are too old to do it,then hire some ex convicts whom i think shouldn't have a problem. Where's the yellow ribbon practice?? Singapore is known to have good food around, and if this silly rule were to be imposed, wouldn't it stopped tourists from having a nice meal here?.. So what are we supposed to be known as?.. A Fine City??..Again???

So why are the government taking extremely bizarre measures?? Shouldn't they take into consideration to impose regulations such as to fine Bangladeshi workers who leaves all their empty beer bottles under void decks. Or even better they should fine gay people. I would love to see a headline that reads, You gay?You pay.. haha

2008-10-21T04:56:00.000+08:00

Ok people..Quite a number of my die-hard blog reader had complaint about me not been updating..Some asked what happened to me,another says its getting boring..And the remaining,well just don't bother to visit it again..lol

I guess blogging had become more and more stupid when i read some that update every single day about their personal daily routine..Let me repeat, every single day!!
Some good example would be like "woke up today,was late..rushed to school/work bla bla bla" oh cmon people,let me get this clear,nobody cares whatever you did each day..So get a life,or maybe a diary in this case..

Its not like i don't update about that..i do,but i realised no one bothers..So i was thinking of changing the way i blog...maybe about something more interesting?..So for today's post i'm gonna share a little interesting fact i stumbled upon..

The word gay refers to homosexuality. or to be more specific,to guys who emotionally like other guys!!..The thing about this kind of people,sometimes do not admit that they are actually gay! some tried to cover it up by referring to the other meaning which means "joyful" or "carefree". in other words, happy.. but do you know that it has been stopped during the mid 20th century..we are already in the 21st hello..so cmon people,don't try to hide it..the only other meaning to it would be rubbish or stupid.. which is commonly used such as "oh that is so gay!!"

And i do think that is so true..because i find this group of people,mentally ill..They are just stupid men who would kiss another man.. Isn't that rubbish??..lol
To guys..i mean gays out there who read this, i would politely ask you to be the real man you really are or you rather shoot yourself in the head..because socially it wouldn't be right..and if i were to touch it in the islamic reasons, Allah wouldn't send Azab to the people of Lut for being gay.

And by the way, my last post was 4 days before syawal..and now its already the 21st day..So hope u people had a nice house visiting and more green packets..hha one last raya outing with the peeps on the 25th..sungguh tak glam!!! kuang3

2008-09-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

Indahnya sungguh di Hari Raya..Ramai nya orang bersuka ria..
wakaka..
So in 4 days time..Muslims over the world will celebrate Syawal..
But im not sure hw other muslims in countries like Arab Saudi, China or even India celebrate their Hari Raya..
Zat..camne ah ko sambut hari raya dulu time ko maseh pat tanah air ko?..
wakakakaa...

Niwae..The interview went well..There was over 50 interviewees i guess??..
But well some were sent home even b4 the start..Im not sure why..
So the whole event lasted like 9 hrs??..damn was a very long one..and my plan to skip puase was canceled..hahaha..
Well first thing was bcoz we cant leave the building...once leaved..application terminated..-_-
2nd thing..there is bloody hell no place to smoke..and surveillance cameras are like everywhere so those caught will be issued saman..wth..
So the 2 hrs break was cosily spent sleeping..
well not so cosy afterall when u have to sleep sitting on a fucking uncomfortable piece of chair..

So nw i have to wait for the 2nd interview..Im realli hoping for all this waiting to end...So i can finally get myself a stable career and a good income..Hell i got so much to do in a very short time..

We all know time waits for no man..So why the hell do we always wanna wait for the right time??..hmm..

Kla and btw peeps..The official trailer for Beat2 is out...Watch it..I had a good time watching it...Starring Ameer Haassaan..
;)haha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I2ASR2tMhLU

2008-09-20T20:06:00.000+08:00

Well guess what??....I cut my hair!!!...

And to guys out there who thinks what is the big deal in cutting hair??..
Well,only my close friends would know whats so big over that..
Coz this time,i did not keep my tail,no more long frinches, and my colour is well long faded..
No more ah-beng,matrep,korean/japanese typical hairstyle on me animore..
Just smart simple look..
If u guys are wondering what the hell happened to me..

Let me tell u why..3 days from now..I would be having an interview at the Home Team Career Centre,Police HQ..
After waiting for months after my application..I was finally shortlisted for the police officer selection...

To my friends..Plz pray that i passed the interview and the test..:)

And to some idiots like Aizat paticularly...I noe what's in ur mind..so save it..
I dun wanna hear some judge dread,robocop or watever shit thats gonna come out frm ur indian mouth...:)

2008-09-13T14:46:00.000+08:00

What the fuck!!!..

How unlucky can i get having to fail 2 times to the same instructor..
I so fucking hate that Indian/malay instructor..
Why do u have to add my hatred towards your type huh??....

This is like my 3rd failure..Never had i failed this much for one subject..ERGHHHH!!!!

2008-09-07T00:40:00.000+08:00

Its already the coming to the 2nd week of the fasting month and so far i had not skip any..
Alhamdulilah.. Aniwae ppl..

I passed my Riding Theory Test!!..Amin
Berkat Ramadhan agaknye kn..haha..

So now i will not worry of having to stuck at 4.2 or being unable to take the practical test..
My only plan now is to clear all my practical lessons ASAP!!..
I'm getting nearer to getting my license babey..
Lol..

But well bike-wise im still not too sure..Wat bike should i get?..
A few had my eye on them but hmmm..Maybe that can be settled later??..
Need to get the cash first..Such a PAIN!!..

Aniwae,3weeks and its Hari Raya..And my house still looks like Rob Schneider's ASS in the movie "Animal"
Not to mention my room..wakaka
I have to get it presentable for the upcoming Syawal..But when,im not too sure..
Haha..

So thats all i gt for nw folks..\m/

2008-08-31T01:05:00.000+08:00

Just came back from another crazy outing with the crazy peeps..
Went chalet at pasir ris on Friday morning with sec friends and straight to meet those crazy humans after the check out..
So ive been out for 2 whole day with only 2 hrs of not so beauty sleep..
Not exactly 2 hrs but minus the nap i took at the National Library,it is..
haha..

Besides the bbq-ed food, the chalet was ok as everyone was already sleeping at about 12am?.. -_-
Haha..So it was only me,zamer,syed and hasyim who played "bluff" like nobody business and was accosted by the neighbours for making so much hell of a noise..lol
At 4,hasyim and zamer was defeated by the calls from lalaland..
Yan woke up and accompanied me and syed to cheers to grab some bites before heading back to watch "Epic Movie"..So the only time i get to close my eyes was at 7.30am..

10.15..End of my beauty sleep, washed up getting ready to check out..

Headed to Bugis with Syed while the others went back home..he had to meet his family for his bro bdae party so i somehow accompanied him as i was also waiting for 9 insane peeps..
So we reached national library at about 11.30 and 45 mins was spent looking for a nice cosy spot to sleep!!..

well cut it short and met the POG..In any case some of u who might be reading this do not know what it means..Well it literally means "Crazy Clan Party".. CCP
Why not we change it to that people and we could all support Mao's cause..
hahhaa..

Ate Popeye's at T1 and well,it was nice..I wouldnt say fantastic cause i would prefer Arnold's chicken or KFC..haha..First the price is so damn killing me..

And before i continue,guys..why not the breaking fast outing nxt we eat together at Arnold's chicken??..

So,moving on...After the lunch cum dinner Azmi,Syak,Is and Amer played Monopoly while the rest of us were bored to death..
Met Samat aka effy and proceed to baybeats!..but we stayed there for only 30 mins and we spend the nxt few hrs "lepaking" at the flight of staircases behind Marina Sq..

and after that long outing,i finally reached home and is now typing all this out for those taggers who complained i did not update..:)

And hell i still cant sleep..Fuck..

And before my nxt update is up..i would like to wish all Muslims be it in the country or not..Selamat menyambut Ramadhan yg mulia ini dgn penuh barakah dan jauhilah segala dosa dan amalkn ibadah supaya ianya diberkati..Amin ya rabbalalamin.

2008-08-20T20:36:00.000+08:00

Ok lets see..
After failing 2 times..I finally passed my 2.1 prac..
Thank god..I thot i was gonna failed it again..
So nxt up is 2.2..
That can wait coz cash is realli low on my side..

So many things are happening arnd me lately..
First,the break up was realli unexpected..
The next minute i knew i was back to being the single me..
But put that aside..
More important things are coming my way..

1 September marks the first day of Ramadhan and its onli 10 more days frm tdy..
Preparations have to be made..and not forgetting preparations for Syawal too..

The early plans to buy our Baju Kurung together would onli become a dream nw..
Looks like im celebrating syawal with juz my friends and families..Like any other syawal i had..
But im glad that all this happend ryt b4 the holy month of ramadhan..

Nxt my RTT falls on the sixth fasting day..I realli hoped to pass it so that i can proceed on smoothly without any inconvenience..

N yea,i have been asking for quite a number of Full-Shifts to cover my expenses for Syawal..So all i can say is all the best to me and Selamat menyambut Ramadhan yg akan dtg..

;)

2008-08-16T02:32:00.000+08:00

Love has never been loyal..
It starts with a "L"ie
And the letter "E" puts and End in LOVE..

2008-07-21T02:02:00.000+08:00

The Sentosa outing on saturday was great..
Aizat's visit to Singapore was fun..
Well Aizat is syed's fren from KL..He's a very nice guy who is not arrogant and he likes to help alot..
Very diff frm the Aizat i knew in Spore..Most importantly,he doesnt sleeps at 9pm or watsoever..ahhahaa..

And thx to him,i made a record!!!..I finally swam across the Palawan Beach in Sentosa..
I always had the feeling to swim across but never dared..Lol..Due to uncertain frens who couldnt help in case of any emergency..

But him,he swam like a Navy captain..lol..He was the one who gave me the encouragement to do it and i did..4-5 laps that is..So nxt time guys,if we go Sentosa,lets swim across..Its easy..
hehehe..

So the four days he was here, we brought him to few places..Due to time constraint and of course transportation..
No one has cars to drive him around..And we all noe how expensive it is to live in Singapore..So the places were constraint..

He bought the "Singapore is a FINE country" shirt as we told him all bout the regulations here..
A mug for his dad..We showed him Esplanade..Which is very diff frm the landmark KLCC there..haha..
Bugis street,Arab street,Causeway Point, Beach Road and of course Sentosa..
he wanted badly to see how Sentosa was..So we showed him all the Chix he can find there..hahhaa..
N he was amazed at how "Open" the minah here is..
:)
and that's wat we guys in spore here like too ryt?..
Nyehehehe..
N so he's back off on Sun..

SO Sun night,i had my first bike lesson..
Unofficial of course..
But well lets just say prac 1..
haha..
Its well,fun but scary too..
But once the hang is there,im good to go..
N its a phantom..So when i get to ride the "children" bike,its easier..
Thats wat my "teacher" says atleast..haha..
So bbdc,i hope to get a pass for my first prac hopefully nxt wk..
haha..
all thx to Amsyar my teacher of course..

2008-07-08T02:40:00.000+08:00

Institution of Technical Education...ITE..
SOme say it stands for "Its Time to Enjoy"
Others said "Its The Extraordinary"..
Well,to me it still means "Its The End" and that is the final fact...
They shud post it up in Wikipedia..

"Hands On,Minds On,Hearts On" den "SIGN ON" shud be the complete motto..
To mens atleast...
What more can an ITE grad do after he completes his course if not to sign on in the army??..
That seems like the only safest way for this bunch of people like myself..
lol..

"Hands On,Minds On,Hearts On", "SIGN ON"

2008-07-02T17:17:00.000+08:00

Bored..I dun understand why do couples celebrate monthsary..
Why cant they juz make it simple and celebrate once a year..
Tats also if they last for years..lol

Aniwae to all..Ive enrolled for my bike license like finally..
After months of wanting to enrol..i finally achieved it last friday..
Now my first theory lesson is 2 more days..
I cant wait to pass..Fana kate nk enrol sak?..ape jadi?..wakakaa..ko da pass ko nye krete?..Ni Bhai pon same gak..kate je nk enroll same2 ngn aku..

Niwae,yesterday did not turn up for work..
Truancy is always the best solution when ure lazy to werk..
i realli cant stand the atmosphere there..
With no customers at all,the freezing air con there is fucking irritating..
and wats worst the supervisor is another asswipe who shud juz go and fuck herself..
She never fails to find fault with me..Whenever i go for smoke break,she wuld definitely took the chance to complain to my sales rep..
And nxt wk,im expected to work at Parkway parade!!!..Its just freaking far la damn it..

Im thinking of tendering my resignation this wk..But wat am i spoe to do with no job?..I needed cash..I do hope tat the job Bhai promised me can provide me with sufficient cash till finally this NS called up..
I dunno when in the effing world will they send me the letter..Thanx to them,i cant get a proper job..Anywhere u go,companies turn u down just bcoz u have not completed NS..
Wtf..

2008-06-27T03:36:00.002+08:00

Ok here i am back blogging..
was juz checking out youtube and was hooked to one of the greatest rock songs ever made..
So juz to share with u guys out there..
This is the best of Europe..

Dont mind the lag loading of the vid..or u can watch it straight at
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zd42-uTLErM

2008-06-16T03:37:00.000+08:00

Ok here i am blogging..Roughly about 3.40 am..
I have been asked by Miss Wanie to update and update..
lol..
So here i go Wanie..

Im missing school terribly..
To be more specific,i missed being a student..
Waking up at about 8am,rushing down to school..Playing computer games on the class computer..hehhe..
Hearing the teacher's nags..The piles of paperworks we had to do..
the people in class being scolded and scolding teachers..
Eyeing on pretty girls especially when new intake joins..
Nyehehehe..
N one thing i realli2 missed is the double beep sound when u tap ur ezlink on buses..
Now,the single beep sound means we are using adult fare and this is realli bothering me..
Why cant the govt use the subsidy on watever they had to subsidies on adult transportation fare??
It is realli killing me..

Now i had to sacrifice my sleep and work 2 jobs..
Besides being a promoter in the afternoon,im a cleaner by morning..
I cleaned boutiques and offices..Actualli,juz one of each..haa..
I get not much for it,in fact..Im underpaid for the job..
But bcoz i had to share the salary by half with hasyim as he is also helping out..
I dun mind..
Its his bro's company aniwae..I hope they get more companies to hire them so that we can actualli do on our own..
Well basically this pay is juz to cover my transportation..
As im working most of my days as promoter,i might as well earn some in the morning too so i dun have to disturb my pay..Get wat i mean??..haha

Currently,im just waiting for the NS letter to come for good and den i can get myself prepared for it..But for the meantime im just gonna concentrate on work and orchestra.
I joined this Orkestra Melayu Singapura (OMS) few weeks back and its quite interesting..
I do hope that this affliation will help me get into the SPF Combo band if im ever posted to POlice Force in NS..
Or maybe i'll sign on for it..5 years..But i still cant decide if i shud..
Shud i??..
Hmmmm..

2008-06-01T01:24:00.000+08:00

No matter how experienced one is,he would never get tired of sadness..
And life has never failed to make me feel that way..
Once again,im filled with despair..
When everything seems to be at the very top..All came crushing back down..

Why do one need to have options in life?..Why do we need to choose?..
And one day,when you were asked to choose a way on how you going to die..
Would u make a decision?..
I had to sacrifice..

I cried but tears dun roll down..
I cried but only my emotions did..
And it hurts much more..
To my friends,im back to my old self..

2008-05-23T02:39:00.001+08:00

Was browsing thru the worlds largest video sharing website.Youtube..
And i saw this very2 cute video which makes me smiled..
Hope it makes u guys out there smile too..

2008-05-20T03:49:00.000+08:00

Went to the show "P Ramlee - the musical" at the esplanade theater...
Was fucking awesome and those who missed it is seriously a big waste..
The tix i bought was onli 21 bucks..(student price)..
Nyehehehehe...
and was worth paying for..
The length of the whole play was about 3 and 1/2 hrs..
Theres comedy..Drama..sad love stories..and of course songs!!!..
Wat is a musical without songs..and they are all magnificent pieces indeed..
It basically shows us the life of the late star..
How he started out frm scratch and transform into a big icon..

Sometimes i wonder why great person who touches millions of hearts always has to go so early leaving onli memories..
And when i think back bout this particular idol....
The sentence "two brains work better than one" doesnt realli apply..
P ramlee acts,sings,compose songs..write lyrics..scripts,direct and produce..
All by himself..
So hw does one brain can actualli do so much..
And they are not ordinary piece of work..
In fact,all are masterpieces..
Or maybe tats why he's a genius..a legend..

Lets all pray for him and hope tat another great star be born to revive the malay filming industry..
Al fatihah

2008-04-24T01:27:00.000+08:00

Alright..Here's some updates..
Since my Indian fren,Aizat and some others has pestered me to update..
Here i am..

So Leng..jgn bising2 suro update eh..
Aniwae went down to La Salle with Syed few days back to apply..
The interview is on 2nd May..Nxt Fri..
I was wondering..Why the hell interview??..
We are gonna pay so much niwae..Juz accept la..-_-
And the hell note frm MINDEF has not arrive..
If im accepted into La Salle means hell has to wait 3 more years..
hahahaha!!!

SO..theres absolutely nuthing interesting goin on in my life ryt nw..
Juz repetition of my pure boring cycle daily routine..
Hw i wish i was schooling..In tat i so used to call pathetic school of mine..
Well its pathetic aniwae..But i realli2 missed those cherished moments..

Where theres an Indian who speaks malay and listen to Chinese songs..
A confused chinese..A dracula who stands sunlight..An old hag..
Mixed blood Bai who has nuthing but his guitar and songs..
A boy who befriend fishes..a short negro girl..big hairy gorilla..
Round dodo bird..Confused taoist nun..a shrieking banshee..and the all time infamous beer bellied model..

So this are the 12 crazy frens who calls themselves POG tat i made during my 2 yrs journey in ITE whom has nw go on their seperate ways..
Hope no one feels offended bout the above characters..kuang3
All the best to all of u and also to myself...May our life stories end blissfully..
Amin..

Nxt topic...let me see...
Ive nt been having proper jamming sessions for bout 5 mths nw..
And im so desperate!!!..plz..anyone..audit me..im a freelancer guitarist who could play hmm...rock?metal?..ska?..alternative?..anything!!..punkrocks out of the pic plz..
Gals....neh,theres none to talk bout nw..Lifes been abit empty without them..
Haha..
Any gals who wished to go for audition can contact me directly or juz nudge me up at msn...wakakaka...requirements muz of course be fullfilled..lol

ok so tats bout it for todays entry...Lets see when the next update will be up..
so lets all wait..
:)

An old man once said...With great powers,comes great responsibilities..
Wat if i have so much responsibility and no power? ok im crapping..Bye!!

2008-04-09T05:48:00.000+08:00

Its about 5.30am..
56 hrs and my eyes has not seen darkness..
My mind has not stop thinking..Wondering..
My heart racing fast..
Wats my nxt step?..Where shud i go?..Wat shud i do?..
The world came crashing down when the "unsuccessful" application was being flung straight in my face..
Polytechnic has rejected me..I felt useless..
I dunno how to give up either..
Committing suicide is not an option..
Going private is a hard way..
National service is the final call..
Which one??..

Arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mum has allowed me to join La Salle..Considered Filming course..
S$ 51.5K for a 3yrs diploma..
S$ 15.5K after tuition grant..
But is it worthed it??..
The career path: Screenwriter, Director, Producer, Cinematographer
and other related careers such as Sound Designer, Script Supervisor, Post-production Editor..
I know Singapore might not be the best industry..And thats exactly the thing that has been running in my mind ryt nw..
After diploma,i have to serve "National Service" for god noes why..
And after that?..Hit the Msia movie industries??..
I seriously cant decide..

N should I enter NS..After 2 yrs..Where would i be going?..
Study??..At where?..Would the tuition grant still valid for me??..
Or would i be a different person after that and loose interest in studies??..
Work??...With no diploma??...Hw much shall i earn??..
Its a risk..

Or maybe sign on for another 3 yrs..5 yrs of total hell..Grab the 10k bonus..
And then??...

I am realli confused..My sleeps are disturbed..and hell is on its way..
Someone plz help me!!.

2008-04-05T02:42:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to those who get into polytechnic..
Aizat,Is,Lyn and Syak..
May u all last long in this tertiary education and get a gd life ahead..
To those who did not,dun give up..
Im sure we have our own destiny..
We do not foresee the future..So,giving up is nt an option..
Strive and earn..

Aniwae,KL was great...The 5 days 4 nights trip was not a waste afterall though much of the plans we made did not follow..
Hasyim and I slept over at Azam's place on Sun and make a move to JB at about 8am..
Reached Larkin at 9am and bought the 9.30am ticket to Pudu,KL..
The half and hour break was spent on buying mags,sweets,drinks and not forgetting cigarettes..Haha..
So the bus trip shall not be elaborated here and we reached KL about 2pm..Called Syed to pick us up but he could only reached about 5pm due to his exams..He nw studies in UniSel..

1st Day/Night

SInce Syed could not make in in time,the 3 of us booked into a budget hotel,CintaMani to rest..
Some of u might be thinking what kinda hotel it is but well,its nt bad afterall..
Equipped with aircon,tv,a queen and a single size bed and most importantly,clean attached bathroom..
Enuff to fit the 3 of us and our luggages..
We wandered the town and bought a prepaid sim card..
SInce none of the 3 are familiar with the place,we ate and decided to stay in the hotel for syed..
A&W was the greatest choice we made since the other fast food outlets around could be found in Spore..
Syed arrived at bout 7pm due to traffice jam since he is driving..
One advantage to us too..:)
Den we proceed to sight seeing at KLCC..
The tallest building in Msia..
Was beautifully lighted with strong volts of light making even the sky seems like morning..
The most nicest landmark ive ever seen in my whole life..
The next thing we knew,it was time for dinner...To save cost,we ate at a food stall beside Time Suare and it was the most delicios meal of the night..White rice with Tom Yam,Lamb soup,Egg,and Kailan..Woohoo..da bomb!!
Did a lil bit of shopping at Uptown Shah Alam..
Nxt went shisha near Syed's house at shah alam and met some of his housemates..
They were all very frenly..
There was Blurr,Ziq,Zat and Wan..
This was the first time Hasyim smoked!!!..haha..
Onli sisha of course..As he would never take cigarette..
The nxt half of the night was spent on the rooftop of Syed's house playing guitar with his frens..Bout 7am,reached the hotel...

2nd Day/Night

We realli need to get rid of the waking up at bout 2 habit...Syed arrived at 3.30pm after his exam and we took off to Hasyim's aunt terrace...He badly wanted to visit the relatives whom has been away from his eyes for 12 long years..
They were nice...Treated us well and his grandfather's stories were interesting..
Who knew tat he was a captain of a ship for more than 70 yrs!!..He even stayed in England for 2 yrs...wat an experience..
After the 5 hrs visit..We finally make a move to a port near the Eye on Msia..
Guess wat we did?!..
Syed let us drive his car!!..How cool is tat..haha..
And on the way there,we drove thru Bukit Bintang trying to find a new hotel..But were stopped by two diff man..
"Bang,mau amoi tk?..Cantek giler punya..Kasi lu bilik skali.."
They were prostitute dealer..Hmmmmmm..Hahaha
they even issue name cards!!..Professional..lol
Aniwae,Syed let us test drive..haha..
We took turns to test the car and a very nice experience...My first time pressing the clutch of a car..
Azam was the best driver,since he had experience in his bike lessons..
Me and Hasyim was not bad too..haha..
We only stopped when we saw a police car drove pass us..and the driver was me!!!!..
I duno wat would have happened if they did stop us...haa
So nxt stop is..KRU..
A coffeshop where the KRU members used to hang out..According to Syed..Haha..
Wat gd is a coffeshop without sisha ryt??..
So one more nyt of Sisha..Haha.
On the way,we drove thru a highway and Hasyim who is beside Syed,was controlling the steering wheel!!!..
And he damn love it..while Azam and me was praying for life..haha..
We were travelling more than 120Km/hr!!!..
Checked out Petaling Street and did some more shopping..
Aft tat,hotel sweet hotel..

3rd Day/Night

As usual,planned to wake up early for Sunway Lagoon..But ended up waking up in the afternoon..
Sunway was a failure..And one of the most unwanted experience throughout the trip..
Reached the Lagoon at 2.30pm and the entrance was 60RM!!..
How unlucky can we be when thunderstorm strikes after 2 hrs when we entered..
All rides were closed due to inclement weather..
And it rained till the theme park closes!!..-_-
Nvm,so we proceed for dinner at a restaurant where they serve u western for all u can eat..
Its juz like KFC with some other western food,but we could eat as much as we want to...haha..
After we are full,Syed brought us to PutraJaya..Was a very nice city full of lights..
But a lil bit dead though coz the town is onli 3 yrs old and not much people lives there..
Up nxt KLIA..A very long destination..Bout an hr plus b4 we reached KL airport..
And when we reached the world's best airport,we received a not so best service..
haha..
We decided to ask the counter the price of a flight ticket to spore but instead of letting us question..They asked us to take a number first...Its the middle of the night at 4am!!!!
No one is around and they could have juz answered us..
"Please take a number first.." ergh!!...-_-
Reached hotel at 6 pluz..
Our last night in the hotel...

4th Day/Night

The best event of the whole trip..We woked up at 11am and went to Ulu Yam..Very2 near Genting Highland..
We met Syed's frens again at his house and we all went to Ulu Yam in 2 cars..
The trip to the place eats up hours...As we need to go up the mountain road..
Scary!!..
Reached the place at 4pm and we all jumped in the river..
The river tat was flowing from the mountain has very2 strong currents and the temp is as cold as the aircon i guess..
haha
BBQed hotdogs and made a campfire..Kampung style..
When night falls..We can hardly see anything..not even our hands..
So,Syed has to give some light from his car..cool!!..
Even in the dark,we had our last dip in the water..hhaa
The scary part is when Mon,asked us to leave as he said he saw something...
We onli found out after we left..The thing tat he saw was a pochong..
And Azam thot he saw a woman in cloth sitting near our stuffs while watching us...
Ermmmm.....
So we thot it muz be the bunian..
Damn scary!!!..
Proceed to Uptown once again for more shopping!!!..Den we had our nicest Cendol in Klang...2 bowls for each of us..
And the Kampung Fried Rice was woohhoooo..Traditional!!..lol..
Nxt,we hang arnd at Tanjung Beach B4 heading to Syed's house..
When we reached,Syed was also so sleepy tat he slept in the car after parking..
Was oredi 5am...
An hour in the car b4 we were awaken by zat,asking us to go up..
So we bought Nasi LEmak which was legend!!!..
Nasi Lemak with cockles...fuyoh!!..
Had breakfast b4 goin to sleep at bout 7am..
Woke up in the afternoon...
I wonder when can we ever wake up early morning..haha..
So we went Klang to buy our tickets back home...
The earliest we can get was 3.30pm bus..
Since we reached 2 hrs ealier,had some prata for lunch..
Bought snack and up the bus we went..
Reached Spore at about 9.30pm..
Finally Home sweet Home..
(Onli to find out that my application for Poly was Unsuccessful..Hmph..)

But overall was a nice experience for me.

And here are some cool werds ive learnt there...

Mantong = Noneng/Mabok

Berbulu = Boring/Bingit

2008-03-29T17:39:00.000+08:00

Wohooo..
Bbq was a blast..Had fun playing the drinking game..
Those who do not know how the game is played,never ever wish to play it..
Coz even by drinking fruit punch and pipe water,3 people puked including me..
hahhaaa..
But overall the game was realli fun..
Went cycling and onli 5 stayed up the whole night..
Is,Fana,Ayn,Syak and Azmi were oredi down at about 2-3 am..
I realli wished we could organise another one soon..
And to all my peeps out there who applied for poly,all the best..
Few more days to go..
;)

2008-03-19T02:02:00.000+08:00

Ok..Here i am back after sometime..
I just feel like blogging so tats why i used this temp template.
Sorry to those faithful taggers tat wont be able to tag due to the disappearance of my tagboard..
If any of you has anything to say,you can leave a comment..Thx
I just need to pen down whatever tat is in my mind right now and diaries are not my thing..
Thank god i have this blog..Which might already be dead to some of you...

So,some things has been running in my mind lately and its really bothering me..
Besides poly results and NS..This particular gal is really adding burden..And if by any chance u happened to read this..I just want to thank you for the times and moments u wasted on me..If i knew it would be painful,i wouldnt have fallen too deep..I should have stopped u from becoming closer when i actually knew that your heart was meant for someone else..The moment u told me about him,i shud have gone far away,but i chose to stay..Im playing with fire and i guess it burnt me..I lied not loving u..I lied when u asked me for the truth..Wat came out were lies..I cant seem to find the strength to say the truth because i do not want to see ur happiness shattered..I wished we never met..Or maybe go far away..But i couldnt..Coz ure everywhere near me..

All of the above are wat i wish i could tell her..But i couldnt..Because i cant bear seeing her cry..So all i could do is wish.

2008-02-26T00:04:00.000+08:00

FUCK!!!..Im so fucking pissed ryt now!!!..
N i had to do a presentation tmr!!!!...

2008-02-09T01:50:00.000+08:00

hello..
Seems that the Sentosa trip was not cancelled after all..
Hasyim,Azam,Syed and I went there yesterday but changes were made when we reached...
Guess wat..
The four of us alight at harbourfront bus interchange and we were welcomed by a damn long queue at the bus terminal...
The queue was stretched all the way beyond the carpark and its turning around till the bridge...
guess hw long is tat..
Wat pissed me off is that bout 70% or more of the ppl queuing are bangladeshi/indians..
So we tried our luck on the monorail..Thinking tat these ppl arent aware of that service..
But we had no luck in tat either..
The queue was turning round and round exceeding the automatic exit door..
Wtf..
So we went all the way down to juz walk in to Sentosa but the road was closed for pedestrians due to ongoing construction..
How unlucky can we be??...
Even taxis do not want to get in there coz of the jamm..

So we hitch a cab to East Coast Park..
was not as bad..
But its still packed with tents and many others who is still pitching them...
Found a good spot next to hot chicks..
Ehem2,i mean a tree..As the weather is kinda hot..
Haha..
So we had our share of black pepper hotdogs made by azam and dip ourselves in the salty seawater few mins after..

We made a pyramid model out of sands using our own bare hands...
N it was the nicest and biggest "sandcastle" ive ever build..
Or rather sandpyramid..
haha..
It stood as tall as our knees..Beautifully decorated with canals that we dig..
The entrance was also very nice..
lol..
the only problem is tat no one had a decent digital camera..
All we had was the 'old-skul' film camera..
Where we had to develop the negatives before the pic is produced..
Hahhaha...

So we swam till bout 8pm i guess before we cleaned up and headed to eat..
N that was the most suckiest meal i ever had for 2008 so far..
Ordered kway teow goreng basah but all i get was purely kway teow goreng..
Not even basah..Ok nvm..
N the quantity was damn pathetic..
I finished it in bout 3 mins??..
Not onli that,hasyim bought some home only to realise tat it was not properly cooked and there was no beef or watsoever..
Purely juz the noodle..
N guess wat...It was an Indian food stall..
Maybe now u get a better idea to why the service sucks...
:)

So tats hw the day is spent for CNY day 1..
Nw for day 2...
Went JB with the same members..
Haha..
N its the first time i've ever tried a deer meat burger..
it was nice..
N had this very gd taste which is hard to describe..
Haa..
So we toured the mall and checked out the shops there..
Well,shirts,jeans and shoes are on sale..
Quite cheap but had not much cash..
So forget it..
Lol..
basically its very relaxing to lepak there..
Juz sitting arnd talking while puffing..
Hhaa...
reached singapore arnd 10pm...
Haha..
So tats hw i spent my 2 days CNY holiday..
Lol..

2008-02-06T20:01:00.000+08:00

Been watching movies this past few days..

The Mist..
Cloverfield..
The House..

Well,all are gd...But the best is still The Mist..
I recommend u ppl to go and catch this movie..
Its a damn nice one..
rated 10/10 by me...
Its about monsters,killing and mystery...
Adapted from Stephen King's..
But i wont possibly tell u wat happened..
Coz this movie is seriously worth paying for..
So go and watch it..

School is coming to an end after 2 yrs..
2nd May 06...
Tats the date when i first entered ITE as a student..
Nw,everything seems like it was juz yesterday..
Few months time,all of us are going our seperate ways..
SOme to polytechnics..
Some to NS maybe...
Ive yet to decide..
Im applying for poly aniwae..But im not confident if i can get a place..
haiz..
This has been bothering me eversince..
Somehow i feel afraid..
I duno wat will become of me..
Wat will my future be??..
I duno..
Onli "HE" noes..
So i'll juz take the path which he gives me..
Amin...

Btw,any plans for CNY anyone??..
The Sentosa trip was cancelled for god noes why..
Mcm2..
N at the very last min...
Nw im stuck at home doing nuthing...
Outing anyone??
Or maybe i can start on the project..
Haha..

Niwae,i wanna get a new guitar..
N oso a new band maybe..
Hard Rock anyone??
Haha..
Well,i do have a band..
But i think i need a break frm metal music..
But tat doesnt mean im quitting and lost interest..
Hohoho..

Tats all suckas..
;)

2008-02-05T01:10:00.000+08:00

Alright..Alright...
The skin i made has some "haiwan-ism" problem..
My laptop shows everything nice.
But when it comes to some coms...
Theres error here and there..
I cant standardize it for each and every com to view it in a decent manner..
Cheebs..
So very sori to those who cant tag my board..
Will see to it very soon..

Btw Aizat..
Damn im too late.
Haha...Guess times flies fast..
But they still has nothing goin on..
Do not worry...
Lagipon,bunga bukan sekuntum..
No rush man...
ahaha..

No money..No woman..
Hhaa..

2008-02-03T02:24:00.000+08:00

Ok..
Heres a new skin..
Hope this one is better..
Haha..
Looks more decent doesnt it??..
N sori to the taggers whom i did not reply..
N btw another new song..
From Guns and Roses..
hhaa.
Im hooked to them now...
Damn!!!..
Btw Aizat,i think its time!!!..
Hahahha..
If u noe wat i mean..
Lol.

2008-02-03T00:32:00.000+08:00

Ok..Heres an update...
Was on the train back frm work when i witness a fucking cool thing...
Boarded frm somerset and bump into this group of typical mat reps..
With their standard set of "uniform"..
One with his size 'XS' White cardigan...
Blonde fringe and tail with a lil mixture of light brown..
Another with a blue skinny and a cap at the very peak of his head..
So on and so forth..Im sure u noe hw they look like..(cmon,they are all the same)
Haha...

So....
the one tat caught my eyes was not them..
more to the gal who was there with them..
Ehem2..not her exactly..But wat she was doing...
She was doing hand signals to one of the guy..
N later on to my surprise...
The whole grp actualli communicate through hand signals...
U noe the signals which a mute person uses to communicate..
tats exactly wat they are doing..

Well i can tell that not all of them are mute..
Only 4 or 5 is...
Out of the 11-12...
But the cool thing was everyone of them understood wat each other was saying..
Or rather "doing"..

Well its not me to say mats are cool..
But when u get to witness this,its juz fucking awesome...
And i think those mat reps out there hanging arnd aimlessly at far east or esplanade shud start learning hand signals...
Den wuld onli they be cool..
Wahaahha...

And lets all pray for the great lyricist of all time..
Loloq,who passed away few days back..
Amin..

2008-01-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

New Song up...
Enjoy..
To those who dun listen to metal..
Sori..
Hahaha..
But this is one fcuking gd band..
Animetal is the name..
Haha..

2008-01-13T01:21:00.000+08:00

Yesssaaa!!!!!..
After 2 days of trying to figure out how blogskin is made..
I finally produce one using Microsoft frontpage...
N this software is wonderful..
Its fun too..
haha..

So ppl this is the first ever skin i made out of my own hand..
Using mouse and keyboard of course..
Absolutely no editting from skins taken from blogskins.com or watsoever..
It has not much details yet like pics and songs..
Would work on tat soon..
N of course i need ur sincerest comment..
It may be very simple and all but its my first time yo..
So,i dun need to noe if u could do better..
But if anyone feel like giving tips for improvement..
Be my guest..
:)

haha...

Btw cant wait for March..Graduating soon..
Would it be poly or NS??..
Hmmmm..

Orait guys im off...
Astalavista suckers ..

2007-12-29T18:05:00.000+08:00

Ok people...
Im finally back..
A few weeks without internet is sucky..
I cant surf,msn or even do anything..
But everything seems fine nw..
haha..

So 27 December 2007 was hell lot of fun..
Sentosa was definitely fun with crazy peeps like pog..
Haha..
But i still think thurs is not a very good day to plan this kinda outing..
Mainly bcoz we missed chicks in bikinis..
There were only a few...
Haha..
So nxt Sentosa outing shall be made on a weekend ok ppl..
Hahahaha...

Those interested to take a peep at the pics..
Plz visit Is's blog/multiply..
Im too lazy to post them..
Besides there were not much pics taken..
Huhu..
Yg paling byk pon gambar 'feeling' Is..
Coz well,tats his camera afterall..

Hmm...Skul is starting in about a week's time..
N New year is arnd the corner..
Any plans anyone??..

2007-12-13T00:23:00.000+08:00

Reached home from werk at Robinsons just now and the sale there suck big time compared to Taka and Metro..
Not even one pair of shoes were sold for the day..

Well,despite the bad sale..
The promoters there are nice,kind and most importantly...pretty!!
Which guy doesnt like pretty girls ryt??..

Wahhaha..

Get to noe of one ladies' handbags promoter and Ilah was her name..
N she was like so pretty and ehem2..
Whaha..
But!! She's taken..Damn!!..
Lol..
N there's one filipino promoter..
She is 20 years old and she looks like a malay..
totalli pretty..
But well she's not local yaw..
haha..

N.....Tmr marks the last day of skul..
Boredom has finally reached..
has no plans yet except for the 27th sentosa trip...
N they say dates are allowed??..
Haha..
So any pretty woman out there wanna date me out??..
Wahahhaa...

2007-12-10T17:54:00.000+08:00

Came back frm skul and it was fucking raining heavily..
Was soaking WET..
Froze inside the bus and went to Lot1 to eat at LJS with Apek,Blacky and Cina..
Wahaha...

Niwae had SW in the hall playing badminton as it was raining..
Well,lucky for those guys who said they wanted to play soccer but didnt even turn up for skul..:)

Niwae to Samat(Effy) who complained,da bgs tu aku update..
Update bising,tk update pon bising..
Aku sumbat subutex baru tau..
Kuang3..

This wuld be the last week of skul before boredom strikes back..
Ppl,better plan the Sentosa outing asap and make sure it works out or it will juz be another one of "pog's tried-to-plan-but-failed outing"..

:]

2007-12-10T00:30:00.000+08:00

Wahahaha!!!..
So im back and kicking ass!!..
Lol..
Niwae first things first
"Happy Birthday to me".
Huhu..

N Happy birthday to my mum too which falls on yesterday, 9th december...
And mine,6 Dec..
haha..
So to those who has been wanting me to update..
Here i am..
Muahahaha..

2007-10-22T00:59:00.000+08:00

Hoho!!..
Went to Kota Tinggi on Fri,19 Oct and juz gt back home the next day..
It was great..
We had a gd swim the first thing when we reached the waterfall...
The temperature was bout 16C i think..
As cold as when u switch on the aircon..
Haa..
It was freezing cold but we had too much fun to even think bout it..
Board the bus back to the resort in wet clothes..

Checked-in the resort and dipped again in the pool..
Huhu..
Had dinner and went to see fireflies..
We had to take a boat in the midst of pitch darkness..
The fireflies were beautiful..
It flies in groups near trees making it looks somewhat like a beautiful christmas tree hanged with colourful lights litted around it..

Den went to shop at pasar malam..
There was nuthing much there..
Had some nice things but onli a wallet caught my eyes..
So i onli bought the levi's wallet..
Ameer bought a superman belt buckle..
Aizat bought a timberland wallet and a suede cowboy hat..
N he looks like Jessie Labu..
wahahah...
The others im not too sure..

Reached our rooms and played some games..
After sometime,we went out and had a nice chat in darkness..
Made new frens..
Haha..

The nxt day,main event is of course shopping..
Huhu..
At Jusco, Tebrau..
It was no diff than the malls in Singapore..
Vivo city to be exact..
haha...
Bought a new bag..
Kuang3...
and of course,Dunkin Donuts...
Ate at pizza hut and den off for singapore..
Reached home at arnd 6+ pm..

Pics would be post up soon when i gt it frm the rest...
:)

2007-10-16T11:30:00.000+08:00

I guess it might have been abit late for me to post bout this but who cares??...
Hari raya is one month..
haha..
So to all muslims out there..
Slamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri...
Finally the day we are waiting for is here..
N visiting relatives during this festive season is not something extraordinary..
Every year has been the same..
But i duno why it always feels different each year..
Btw,im turning 18 this year,n that the excitement to go for collection is fading..
Tats wat kids look out for during this month..
Haha..
So i guess,as we grow older,that excitement seems to be lesser..
But i assure u guys out there who has the same mindset..
It will be as special as before when u have ur own family..
Where u have ur life partner to celebrate with and ur own lil kids..
Haha..
I wonder when my turn will come..
Hmm...
haa..

2007-10-08T00:55:00.000+08:00

So once again..
Im in this blogger..
ahaha..
Juz reached home frm werk..
Went home with Nora and Kak Ana..
If any of u are wondering who they are..
aha..
Well,they are my new colleagues at werk..
Huhu..
B4 goin back,we actualli settled down in a cafe at bugis to have a chilled drink and talk over it..
I didnt know we could click tat easily..
haaha..
Whereas this is like the first time we sit arnd together..
Hmm..N yea,on the way home..
There is actualli this three 'mats' keep staring at us..
Maybe bcoz of the 2 beauty..
Haha..
Tkkn la dorg nk tgk aku kn..
Mmg aku potong dorg nye "tu"..
haha..
So yea,when the other 2 drop off at their station..
This three mats actualli asked me this..

"hey brader,yg 2 tad tu member ko eh?"

so i asked.."aah knape?.."

One of them replied.. "tkde,ble knal2 tk?"

N i said,"Oh maaf eh,aku tk rase dorg berminat,sal yg lagi satu tu da tunang and the other one da attached"

In my heart, i was like.."Lu 3 org ble ddk one corner ah"

N i juz stuck my earpiece ignoring them..
Hahaha....

So to those who dun understand,basically there is this 3 guys in the train wanted to get to noe my 2 colleagues...
N of course i said no la..
whereas in the actual fact both are still single..
Hhaha...

Ok tats all..
Im out..
peace

2007-10-04T01:23:00.000+08:00

Ok...
I cant believe im actualli logging in to blogger.com and is actualli blogging..
Well,maybe juz bcoz i think it needs some fresh updates..
Huhuu..
So yea,to yanie...
Dun ya werri..
I actualli have a new job as a 'Guess' promoter..
Guess wat i promote??...
ladies shoes...
So to all ladies who wish to buy new pair of sandals or heels for this festive season,do buy frm Paragon Metro..
haha..
Basically tats where i've been stationed at..
Hmm lets see...
Bout the csc job,i think im gonna resign...
or if i cant,sori piza hut....
Im juz gonna MIA..
wahaha...

Well,why i chose the promoter job is because of the very basic reason...
the pay is 6 bucks per hour...
Wooohooo..
Nie mcm,meniaga org lagi untung dari meniaga unta..
Wow!!!!!...
wakaka...
K,im juz crapping...
So to all....
Have an enjoyable syawal...
To those who did not fast this one month..
Jgn nk sebok2 jln pat pasar geylang la ape la..
Kononnye nk sambut raye la konon...
pegi jahanam ah!!!...
Org beli baju sebok nk beli baju..
Buat menyemak je pat geylang tu...
Suro pose,minum..

Ok2,before i start using harsher words..
Im juz gonna doze off...

2007-09-27T00:50:00.000+08:00

Yazid has updated his blog on Thursday,27 September 2007 at 12.49am..
Ok done..
Im out..

2007-09-26T03:13:00.000+08:00

Thx to ELLA who keeps pestering me to update..
Here goes...
I dunno wat she sees in my blog tat she wan me to keep updating...
Ish3...
Giler eh??...
Wakaka...
So today was my 2nd day training at the customer service centre...
For those who's not informed..
I gt this job at toa payoh as an order taker agent..
Basically,wat i do is to answer call for those who wish to order pizza hut...
Well,call 62353535 and if ure lucky,i'll take the order for u...
Hmm...
So tats it la..
keep calling till u gt me eh...
Huhu..
So its been 2 wks fasting and so far so gd...
I hope it would be full...
30 days complete iznt so hard..
I hope so...
Haha...
N i juz dun understand some ppl who dun even bother to fast...
If u dun care,atleast respect those who does...
Fuckas...
Drinking and smoking in front of everyone like nobody's business..
U gt brain dun u??...
Or oops,i forgot...
Their brain looks like my ass iznt it??....
No wonder they cant think straight...
Well,juz pity those assholes....
Moving on...
Well,i guess ive nowhere to move...
So i guess my post for today will onli be up till here...
So long suckas...
hahahaha...

2007-09-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

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GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-16T06:48:00.000+08:00

Its 6.48am right now shown on my desktop clock...
Wat im aware of is that i cant get back to sleep..
Alot of things are running thru my mind right now...
I kept feeling uneasy...
Restless..
N somehow scared...
Ive felt this before n now i feel it again..
But i dunno why...
Its creeping me..
I cant think..
Is what i predicted goin to happen??..
No..
Plz dun..
I'm scared..

2007-09-15T15:56:00.000+08:00

Well...
Here i am...Back blogging...
For the long disappearance,i apologise...
Niwae,the fasting month of Ramadhan is finally here...
So to all muslims arnd the world...
Happy Fasting!!..

Btw,exams are over and i dun think i did gd..
So juz have to wait for the results..
Many upcoming events has been planned for me...
Im looking for a new job..So those who noes of any do inform me..
After ramadhan..there would be Hari Raya of course...
Preparations to be made..
"Spring Cleaning"..
haa..

N tat week of Hari raya..On the 19th of October,would be goin to Kota Tinggi for a school outing...
Looking out for tat...
N when i come back..Someone special would be celebrating her bdae..
On the 22nd of October..
Ive yet to decide wat should i buy for her..
But nvm..
Lets juz wait...
N talking bout her..Well,its been quite sometime since i last met her..
Almost a week...
Haha..
Some might say well its onli a week...
But somehw i feel uneasy...
Ntah la ehk...
If ure ever to read this..
Well,aku rindu ko la giler..
haa..
Aku tk tau la kn camne nk ckp ngn ko tap tkpe la...
Haish..

N yea,after tat...On Dec there would be a chalet for us the Pog...
Its still too far though..
But cant wait...
Still,dun get too excited over it..
Might juz not happen...
haha...

So to El...Ive blogged...
harap2 ure happi bout it ye...
hahhaa...
N one more thing..
I still wanna noe bout tat...

Kla2..
To all...
Bubbye....
My nxt post i dunno when...
May be tomorrow...
May be nxt week...
Month..
year...
Or never at all...
haha...

2007-09-02T12:08:00.000+08:00

Its 12.08pm and i juz woke up..
haha..
I wonder hw i wuld get to school tmr when my mum starts her morning shift job..
She would leave me at 5 in the morning and nobody would be waking me up...
Hahaha...

Niwae,went to watch Evans Almighty yesterday with Idah..
N the movie was good..
Not fantastic but ok...
Hhaa..
Although Bruce Almighty would be a better choice bwtn these 2 movies...
Maybe bcoz of starring Jim Carrey..
haha...

So again,here is the summary of the movie for those who wanna noe more...
haha...

Evans Baxter was fired from his job as NY congressman to become NY Noah
as he claimed tat he was chosen by God to build the ark.
He became the laughing stock of the as he continues his task.
He finally completed it and guess wat happens next..
N there are also some funny scenes slotted in the movie..
Go n catch it..
ahaaha..

2007-08-31T15:59:00.000+08:00

Hmm...
Its 4 pm and ive been at home all along..
Was supposed to go back Marsiling sec but since all was lazy..
The plan was cancelled..
N also did not go for friday prayers as i woke up arnd 1 jz nw..
ooppss...
Hehehe...

Well,later jamming at beats merchants..
N i still have not find my parts for the 2 Ensiferum songs we gonna cover..
Windrider and Lost in despair..
Haish..
N the solo for War on Humanity??..
Still cant figure it out..
By today guys...I'll try my best..

The triple 9 competiton result for the audition is yet to be released..
Maybe due tomorrow..
N nxt Sunday would be the actual thing..
Everything seems to be moving so fast..
aha..
Gigs..Exams juz nxt wk..

Fasting..
Woohoo..
Cant wait for ramadhan..
Ameer promised a job which pays a satisfactory amount..
Although it might be tiring..
Haha..
N im sure Ameer cant wait for raya..
Ryt??..
Kuang3..

Niwae..Its been so long since ive last met her..
haa..
Aku rindu ko la giler..
Bile ko free nie??..
Hee..

2007-08-28T15:48:00.000+08:00

So juz came back frm a movie with Ameer,Hafiz,Eric and Aizat...
Watched Dead Silence..
Was ok..Unlike "the unseeable"..
haha..

Niwae,juz an overview on the movie..
there was this doll maker named Mary Shaw..
She was murdered for suspicion of killing a little boy..
But she came back living thru each of her dolls seeking revenge frm her killers..
So its up to Jamie Ashen,to stop Mary...
If u wanna noe wat happen next..Go n see the movie for urself..
But my rating for the movie is a juz pass..
Rate it urself..
haha...

"Beware of Mary Shaw..
She has no children only dolls,
n if u see her in ur dreams..
Make sure u wont scream.."

2007-08-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

Ok...
First things first...
Ive created myspace account and yet to add u guys out there...
So if any of u has an account,do add me up..
U noe my email add..
haa..or u can visit my profile itself..

thank you...

Next..
Well...She said it..
N it turns out to be wat ive expected it to be..
No gd news..
But im not saying its bad either..
yea..I respect it..
N i cant force her..
I understand...
Well,if ure reading this...
Dun feel bad la..
Being ur gd fren is more than enuff for me..
I shudnt hav asked too much..
I wanna thank u for being there and appearing in my life...
U made such a big difference..
N pas nie..Jgn ko plak nangis..
ok...

Kk..I juz wanna free my mind ryt nw...

2007-08-26T02:09:00.000+08:00

First of all i wanna talk bout this band..
A band of mine,Coventide..haa..
Congrats for the druids for the auditions juz now..
May we got thru it and be able to perform on the finals itself..
Woohhoo..

Next up is the weather..
Lately,Spore is constantly facing heavy downpour in lots of places..
N tat the temp of the country has also decrease a little..
this is essential as we all now knows tat the world is facing global warming..
But..if this continues im afraid Sporeans have to invest in an umbrella soon...

Hahaha...
I dunno if im goin to the hell or to the heaven...
Kk,im crapping..ive gt no interesting topics lately...
N cannot come up with one either..
haha..maybe soon...
i hope...kuang3..

2007-08-23T16:22:00.000+08:00

Was supposed to have POM presentation today..
But did not go to school..
Why??...
Well,the first thing i realised when i woke up is that ive been infected by soreyes..
Fcuk!!
Luckily was only one eye and its not tat bad..
Could still open it...haa..

So went to woodlands polyclinic and got an mc for 2 days..
Today n tmr..
But if it got better by tmr,most prob i would go to skool..
So here i am at home bored..

2007-08-23T02:07:00.000+08:00

Its 2.07 am and i am still up..
Cant sleep..
Dunno why i dun feel sleepy..
Niwae,she has not say anything..
haha..
Well,its ok..
I am juz gonna wait..
kuang3..

Skool is getting boring each day..
Especially OA..
I dun even noe wat the hell she is teaching la..
Well,maybe bcoz partly i wasnt paying much attention..
Dun blame me..She made it so boring that i cant motivates myself..
Haiz..
I need help in this..
Exams are juz a month away..
N yet,im packed with upcoming gigs and competitions..

25 Aug,audition for comp..
7 sep,gig at Bishan ITE..
9 Sep,actual day for the comp if we got in..
10-14 Sep,Exams!!..
18 Sep,defcon gig...

Looks like its gonna be a very2 packed schedule this September..
N dun forget...the fasting month also..13 Sep if im not mistaken..ryt??..
Argghh!!!...

Die!!..

2007-08-21T02:10:00.000+08:00

Yea2...Finally i am back..
Ive got new laptop running on new window..
Windows Vista that is...
Haha..
For those who think i might be abit slow on this..
WHo cares??..
Im happy with it..
Haha...
N my msn has also been upgraded...
haha...
No more web..Nw im on live messenger..
Woohhooo....
N to my blogfans..
Sorry for the long disappearance..
Kuang3..
So yea,i finally confessed to her..
Ehem2...
Kla...
Nuthing else to talk bout for the moment...
Maybe when there are more exciting events..
i'll post more..
For nw..I wanna go rest...
haha...
Chiowz..

2007-07-31T23:10:00.000+08:00

Yo..Yo..Yo...
Im back!!..
With pics frm the sunday Tapestry Performance...
Enjoy!!!...

2007-07-18T22:52:00.001+08:00

Hohoho...Merry Christmas..
Well,been busy abit...
had TPS CA test juz nw and it was ok..
Manageable..But i dunno if wat i managed was right or wrong..
Kuang3...

Aniwae,juz a lil bit of promotion here...

Event: Tapestry 07
Place: Orchard Cineleisure / Wheelock Place
Date : Sunday,29 July 07
Time : 1.30pm / 12.00pm
Band : Coventide / AssaultNullified

What is it about??..
Well,its a charity gig where bands would be performing along the streets of Orchard to collect funds for charity..
The funds would be donated to the Boy's Town...
So plz support this event and dun forget to catch Coventide and AssaultNullified live..

Coventide would be having a bigger gig somewhere in September and December..
That would be updated too...
So look out for us..kuang3..

See you there!!..haa

This are the list of performers...Click on the image if its not clear..thx!!

Saturday,28 July 07

Sunday,29 July 07

2007-07-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

Thx to hayati who asked me to do this game..
Thx eh titi..haa..
So here it goes..

EACH PLAYER OF THIS GAME STARTS OFF WITH 10 WEIRD THINGS, HABITS, OR LITTLE KNOWN FACTS ABOUT ONESELF. PEOPLE WHO GET TAGGED MUST WRITE IN THEIR BLOG 10 WEIRD THINGS, HABITS, OR FACTS, AS WELL AS STATE THIS RULE CLEARLY. AT THE END, YOU MUST CHOOSE SIX PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED AND LIST THEIR NAMES. NO TAG-BACKS!

1. I am a happy-go-lucky person..
2. I dun give a fuck bout wat ppl say behind my back..
3. Can be irritating most of the time..but damn nice too..kuang3
4. Im quiet n soft-spoken to anyone ive not known long enuff..
5. But i can be total madness to my frens..hhaa..
6. Quite a sensitive guy..hee..
7. No favour to slimy creatures like lizards,frogs..lol
8. Wished i could get a cute n sweet girlfriend..Hot chix may oso apply..haha
9. Listen to any songs tat's nice to my hearing..Not punkrocks of course..haa..But some are nice..
10.Love to listen out to people's probs n try to help them in any way...:)

6 victims whom i gonna tag??

Suhaila,Ella,Ai'in,Is,Ameer,Liliy

2007-06-30T03:17:00.000+08:00

Looks like the topic on money issues has heated up a scence somewhere in my tagboard..
Wakakakkaa...
Look guys,this is juz my opinion..
There is no need for anyone to correct me or watsoever..
Coz this is my views,n ur opinions might be different..
SO tats it..
I might be wrong but tats wat i felt..
Can??...

Niwae i was looking through some comments on wintersun's video..
N seen alot of comments which i hav to agree..
Haha..

No 1: Jari Maenpaa is one of the best sweeper of all(not those road sweepers mind u!!)

No 2: Only gay people listens to MCR..wakaka

No 3: Dragonforce are no match to Wintersun..(their vocals are terrible)

No 4: Wintersun is better than Ensiferum after Jari leaves..

No 5: Jari uses a Fender Telecaster but he sweeps fucking awesome!!

Well,there are alot more tat im lazy to note..
Lastly this band kicks ass!!! n Jari Maenpaa is my fav guitarist for nw..No one seemed better..kuang3..

N heres a vid clip frm them..Not one of their greatest though..Enjoy!!..

2007-06-28T00:57:00.000+08:00

Sometimes the world grips me so much reasons to hate..
Too much to think of why shuld i live in this world..
Full of cruelty..Hatred...Unfairness..
All u need to hav is money..
When u hav money,ur foes becomes gd frens..
Without it,frens leaves u..
Who needs love??..Money makes the world go round..
$$$ = Frens,gals,sex,materials,happiness,food,etc...
Nw tats life..
No money,no life...

Dun agree??..Listen up..

Look around u..
Those rich assholes get wat they want..
Gd lovelife..houses..cars..
What more can they ask for??..
Nw look at poor families who hav to queue up everytime they are hungry..
Food which is onli enuff to last them for the day..
Illness..here n there..
Can u even call that life??..Dun think so..

So its proven tat money = life..
n it makes the world go round...
Still dun agree??..
Fcuk off!!..

2007-06-26T17:41:00.000+08:00

Lets see..
Juz came back from polyclinic..
Ate the medicine tat the doc prescribed..
Felt abit better..
But the slight headache still has not recover..
Got an MC for one day n im not coming to werk..
But i cant find any replacement...
Fuck the management la..
Am i sposed to find a replacement if im sick??..
I didnt plan to be sick damn it..
N no one could replace..
den wat am i spose to do??..
Force them??..
Pluz im too weak to werk..
If i could i would..
Coz money is getting tighter..
N i cant wait for my first pay..
Settle everything which is prioritised..
N if there's any bit left..
Im gonna send my guitar for checking..
N maybe do some modifying here n there..
One more month till the gig..
Muz get ready..
ahha..
N there's gonna be another gig this coming december..
Cant wait..Cant wait..

2007-06-26T00:21:00.000+08:00

Arghh!!..
Fuck la..
Im sick..
Ive used one box of tissue for juz one day..
n another is yet to finish..
If someone is seasick due to the sea...
Den maybe im home sick for staying at home too much..
Ate panadol but it never seemed to werk..
Wtf..
N my throat kinda feel pain when i coughed..
Erghh!!..
This is irritating..

2007-06-25T02:54:00.000+08:00

Im seriously tired n fed-up with things happening around me...
First this..N den that...
Stubborned!!..Ego!!..
Grow up ppl...
N ppl out there who tries to tell me what to do..
I dun fucking care..
Coz i noe what i shud do...
No one tells me anything..
I juz need sometime to fix my broken self...

2007-06-24T00:38:00.000+08:00

Haiz..

One thing for sure is nuthing last forever..
A living person dies..
The dead body decomposed..
Became nutrients for the plants..
Which withers in the end...
Happiness leads to dissapointment..
Sadness turns to joy..
Even the world too awaits dooms day...

The world is not fair??..
Think back,wat has it done to u??..

Life is full of contradictions..

When one say,
"aim for the moon..n u will reach the stars"
The other say,
"dun fly too high..u might fall n get hurt"

If
"action speaks louder than words"
Why is
"the pen mightier than the sword"??..

See wat i mean??...
Haiz..

2007-06-23T02:18:00.000+08:00

I was bored so i browse this one website where u hav all those pics greeting msges..
N i stumbled across this...
Juz a msg to whoever out there tat is reading this...
Its a useful advice...
N hope u take it in...

2007-06-22T03:53:00.000+08:00

Im still up!!!...
Yey!!..haha...
Niwae been listening to this song from Wintersun....Death and the healing...
N its fcuking tasty..
Coz the band are awesome...haa..Check it out!!!....

2007-06-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

Boring!!...Boring!!!..Boring!!!....
Yes im bored being stucked at home...
Holidays are extremely sucky!!!....
I wanna go out...
Eh gang,plan an outing la...
haha...

Cant wait for tues...
PLanned to ton to do some ghost hunting...
Hhaha..
I dun think it will werk la...
Coz when u go n look for them,they wont bother to let u see them...
They would onli appear when ure not aware..
Haa...
They are uninvited guests afterall...
Kuang3...

Hmm...wat else??..
Lemme see..
Oh yes..
Financial problem!!!...
Big issue..
Im running out of cash now..
haiz...
N im not getting my pay till end of this month...
N ive to settle alot of things...
Jamming fees...Handphones...Ez link..Tapestry t-shirt fee...
ErgghhhhH!!!!...
ANy sharks out there wanna loan me some money???...

Im out..

2007-06-21T03:33:00.000+08:00

Its 3.30...In the morning..
N yea,im still up..
Cant sleep..
Niwae,yest was fun...
Went picnic-ing at east coast with hasyim,idris,jaz,sharon n raudhah..
In which raudhah had to leave at the later part leaving the other 4 n me..
hahaa...
The picnic ended at arnd 6 b4 heading towards mustaffa centre with sharon's car..
Yes..My fren named sharon is oredi driving and its a very funny sight..
wakakkaka....
Here comes the most interesting part of the day....

We decided to stop at a hawker centre where there are lotsa cars parking parallelly..
As a new driver,this fren of mine had no confidence to do parallel parking...
N she kept asking.."Am i gonna hit the car behind??..Am i??..Am i??.."
hahaa...it seemed so hard tat the other drivers behind were already cursing..
Kuang3..
Wats worst,a man who was having his dinner at the nearby hawker came n offered a help to park the god damn car....
hahahaaa....
We were being mocked by the others eating at the hawker...
Juz imagine how ashamed we were??...
hahhaa...
So jaz went out juz to buy tea n den straight home....

To sharon..
Its ok..We understand its ur first week of driving..
So better becareful yar..
Hhaa...
I noe u can drive better than tat in the future..
Kuang3...

2007-06-17T01:27:00.000+08:00

Woooo...
hoooooo!!!!!...
Finally im back..
Coz ive gt sumthing to talk bout..
ahhaha
Guess wat???..
Coventide got thru for the performance at the gig..
haha..
N this wuld be the first ever gig im participating..
Best!!!..
Which date im not too sure..
But the gig wuld be held for two consecutive days..
28-29 July 2007...
Do come down n get moshing!!...
hahha...

2007-06-06T19:00:00.000+08:00

I dun feel well....
Nothing seems right..
Haiz...
I felt so useless...
My world turned..
Things went wrong..
Everything was haywired..
N my heart felt so heavy...
I dunno wat to do!!..

p.s. hasyimella: think im having abit of prob here..help!!..

2007-06-06T01:49:00.000+08:00

Finished skool at 1 today n went bowling at bb cdans ...
7 ppl..
N it was fun la..
PLayed 3 games n yea,won the last one by one point..
Hahaa..
Hopefully we could get to play again someday...
Maybe someday with her.. :)
Hee..
.
Well,
She went to tampines all alone juz nw..
Wanted to sent her there but she said its ok...
Orait den..
Maybe nxt tym je la k..
hee..

Niwae,the druids audition on sun was awesome...
We gt ready in like 2 mins n played the 2 prepared songs...
The quality of the sound is so tight n we are confident we entertained the judges...
Their feets tapping n the claps at the end of the song was enuff for us..
BUt lets wish we could go further than juz impressing the judges yea...
If we gt in thru the auditions,do support us at the tapestry gig on 28-29 july 2007..
Come down to the orchard street there to enjoy the various performance..
Hopefully u could headbang along with coventide...
Haha..

Peace out..

2007-05-31T22:30:00.000+08:00

Went jamming today at beats merchants n it was fantastic..
I realli felt the satisfaction when playing..
I realli hope we get thru the audition this sun..
3 more days..
Cant wait..

N yea,didnt msg much with her today..
She msged me arnd 8 pluz..
Den said she had no mood..
Hmm..
N she didnt wanna said wat happen..
Wat happen??..
U can tell me anything..
Im kinda worried when u said tat..
Juz hope u'll feel better tmr...
Do ask her k ella...

2007-05-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..
Let me see...
Yesterday went and watch pirates of the carribean with Aizat,Ameer n Eric...
It was gd la..
Those who said it was not gd,
well..Everyone has their own opinion..
Hhaa...

N today did nuthing..
Went to eat at KFC at lot 1 and after tat met hasyim at cwp..
Hmm..
Was spossed to call her but she was sleepy n wanted to go to bed early...
So never get to hear her voice...
Isk..Isk..
So sad..
haha..
I missed her!!!..
Ella,help me..
Hhaa..
N yea,tat siti was no one..
Dun u werri..
hee..

Im out..

2007-05-29T01:20:00.000+08:00

Ok..
Here i am again..
Blogging..
To ella...Ur bestfren is doing great..
Im beginning to fall for her so deeply la...
Kuang3..
N she's so cute!!.
hee...

N yea,ive did nuthing interesting this past few days..
Coventide jamming session on sun was tiring but fantastic...
The sound co-ordination was almost perfect and we headbanged like nobody business..
hahaa...
Cant wait for the audition this coming sun...
All the best druids!!...

Coventide

2007-05-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

Hmm..
Juz came back frm esplanade with Syed,Hasyim and Azam..
Jaz and Sharon left for home earlier but we stayed to watch Comic Strip perform..
They were awesome..
The moshpit was excellent...
They skanked thruout the whole performance...
Tats more like it..Unlike the crowd in Clementi..
Haha...

On the way home,she msged me saying she was having trouble..
Since my batt was low,i decided to call her when i reached home..
Called but no reply..
not even a reply to my msg..
I was so damn worried..
Wat happened??..
Or is she asleep?..
Ella,tell me wat happened to her...
Im worried..
pLz..

Im out..

2007-05-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

Hello again...
its been quite sometime since i last update a real post..
I also dunno wat to talk bout la..
haa..

Niwae,when i say friendship are not as important as relationship..
wats ur stand??..
Agree or disagree??..

Some may say yes..But many would say no..
I used to say no too..
BUt after looking back n analysing..
I think tat phrase is quite true..
Wanna noe why i said tat??..

Here's the reason why..
Friendship..
Look around u..u always hav frens arnd..
No matter if u need them or nt,they wuld always be there..
Friends are a bunch of ppl u naturally would hav..
Either gd or bad,tats a diff story..

Relationship..
U can onli hav one partner to start a relationship...
N tat one party cant possibly be chosen frm anywhere near the streets..
He/she needs to be special..
Coz he/she might be with u thruout ur whole lifetym..

So to say..In my point of view,the statement made above is true..
Coz friendship is something tat u would hav everyday..
But relationship is something tat determines ur future..

Agree..
Disagree...
Tats ur stand..

2007-05-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

Halo2..
Nuthing better to so i did this frenship test out of boredom..
Do try out the test thk u..hhaa..
N see hw well u realli noe me..
Haha..

2007-05-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

Ok..
Lets see..
Looks like the num of my blog fans has increased n one of them is my gd fren..
Is hairulnizam.. :)
haha..
So here is my update for today..
Although ive nuthing to talk bout lately..
Skul hav been boring these days...
With tat mrs lim teaching the class so monotonous..
Niwae,we did nuthing interesting after skools nowadays...
Juz straight home...
Boring la dey..
If nt last tym,go lot one la..
Imm la..

So tmr gonna audition the band members again..
This time round as a whole band..
Dunno wat they could do..
With no tym to practice..
The teacher oso stupid la..
Dun allow us to access the band room on other days except fridays??..
Wth la..
Den if got many bands how are they gonna prac??..
N every wk gt break performance..oso friday??..wtf..

Im outta here..

2007-05-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

Hmm...Went home straight after skul..
So decided to watch vcd..
A malay movie titled Khabil Khusry,Khabil Igham..
N for those whu hav not watched it..
I tell u guys..
Better go n watch,coz out of 10..
I'll give it a 10..
Its a sad love story..
N its so sad la..
I even teared apart watching it..
Seriously la,with the sad tunes and all...
Tats my weakness i guess..
I can go emo n all with sad love stories...
Even when im alone sometyms,n i think bout my sad stories..
I could even be in tears..
hahaha..
For those whu never knew..Now u noe..
Hahaha...
K la..
Im off...

2007-05-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

Hmm...
Juz came back n here i am blogging...
Wondering..
Why do sometimes i feel so lonely..
Its like there's something missing in me..
But i cant figure out wat..
I hav great frens arnd me..
but there's sumthing lacking..
I feel like onli music n frens cheer my life up..
They are my onli "drugs" which makes me go crazy..
Without them,i dunno wat will happen to me..
I'd be the saddest man i think..
N ive yet to find wat makes me so lonely..

U can never find happiness in life,u can onli find happiness in urself..

2007-05-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

Tmr gonna audition the new band members...
Hope all are ok...
Tkde yg mepek2...
N the best part is we gonna become the committee members for the cca..
Weeee...
Finally can hav control over the management..
The committe b4 this suck big time...
N yea,if u guys happened to read this...
I wanna personally say tat u guys suck!!..
U gt poor management..
N tat the cca is one big mess...
Where hav all the auditioned members gone too??..
It has always been them all along..
N look at the room..
Urghhh!!!..
Its more like rubish dump rather than a jamming room..
so i think its better if we hold the commitee post...
Haha...

N yea,juz nw went to meet up with suhaila...
Chit chatted over tea..
Been a long tym since i last saw her..
haa..
N she's much prettier nw..
Hehe..
Missed her alot..
Since she gav my heart back to me..
Haa...
Well,i liked her once la.
But she return my heart..
N yea,im fine with it...
Coz i understand..
Haa..
So nw,im juz waiting for any angels out there who can win my heart..
Hahhaa..
K la....
Im crapping...
Im off...

2007-05-07T01:33:00.000+08:00

Hmm...
Blogger keep changing nw n then...
I oso kinda confused la..
Haiyo..
Nw even the posting box oso changed..
I thot gt error or sumting,clicked refresh but same results...
Haiz..
I prefer the old format la..
Much simpler..

Niwaes tmr class starts at 1....
Woohoo...
Can sleep long2...
Btw,yest outing was great..
After ndp prac at simei..
We went to eat at Zam2...
Den head to esplanade..
Aizat,lyn and firaj went off....
Leaving me,ameer,syak and fana..
Chilled there frm about 4 to 9..
Sitting at the rooftop enjoying the breeze..
Shared stories,secrets....
haha..
Nw syak and fana noes quite alot bout me huh...
I guess...
wakakaa...
Sometyms its fun too to go out in small grps..
So nxt week where to??...
haa...

2007-05-05T01:28:00.000+08:00

Hmm...
Lets see..
Went to skul today but had no class..
Coz we were spose to perform during lunch hour n were given a student leave form for tat...
Yey-ness...
wakakaa..
Well,the performance was as usual...Crappy..
But quite ok this time round ah..

After skul,went jamming..
Ameer went home..
Hasyim off with his gf and i alone in the train listening to my mp3 on my way to city hall...
Coventide jammed at Four Tones..
A very nice n cosy place to jamm..
The size of the room is almost as big as my living room hall..
Awesome ryt??..
Gt sofas all...
Major kewl-ness...
haahahaa..

Niwae coventide has moved to myspace...
Nw we had a new site in which u all could listen to our music and find out more about us...
Click here: Coventide's MySpace

PLuz we are most probably joining Tapestry this coming July..
Auditions would be held somewhere in June..
Do come and support me and my band...
Ur supports realli much appreciated...
hee..

2007-05-03T00:31:00.000+08:00

This world is juz too small...
Wat goes around comes around...

N i think im hung-up...
Yea ppl...
Im hung-up...
Watever...

2007-05-01T23:53:00.000+08:00

To a great fren...If ure reading this...

It was somewhere in mid Feb 2005 when we received our 'O' Lvl results shedding tears...
Tears of joy...tears of dissapointment..
2 yrs back..
We shared that tears...
Listening to problems n keeping dirty lil secrets up till nw...

Sitting under void decks up till late midnight...
Talking crap..
N ur political debates....
Had crazy tyms together...
Always bumping into authorities whenever ure arnd..

Always doing silly things in public...
Like this...Remember??..

The chalet we had was great fun...
I wished we could hav it again...

All those funs would be missed...

Coz you had to leave..
Studying in KL iznt the same...
But tats your choice...
Ur dream...
No one could stop tat...
Soar high n bring glory to u n ur family...
All i could do is pray n wish u all the best...

Do remember us!!..Coz we would always remember u..

For there could only be one....

Syed Edruss...

Oh god..
Im in tears..
Im off..

2007-04-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

Argghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
Fuck!!....
I cant get her out of my head...
In the bus,in the train,even when i closed my eyes...
I can see her...
Help...
Uncle wiwi...
Help me...
Her face has been playing in my mind...
Her smiles...
Arghh!!!

Niwae,juz came back from town with some of the pog and DC crew..
DC had a dance competition near vivo there but unfortunately they did not win anything...
But great effort put in...
Well done DC crew...
Its nice hanging out with them..
Cool bunch of peeps..
Niwae Is...
Help me!!
Wat shud i do??...
Cant get her out of my head...
Arghhh!!!...
Maybe i shud get up frm my dreamz...
hee... ;p
Im outta here la...

2007-04-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

Haa..
Juz bored,so decided to post sumthing..
hee..
So Syed's leaving for KL on Tues,1st May 2007..
He's joining an institution in KL..
Im not too sure wat its called but yea,he'll be taking a bio-chem course or sumthing??...
Haha..
Juz hope he'll do well there...

Niwae,sori for not replying to ur tags my dear taggers...
haa..
So i'd reply it here aite..

to Liana: haa,aku tk anti sape2..juz putting it as a general term.. :)
to Quraishah: Haha..tk baik tkpe ah..sape mkn cili dier la pedas kn??..hee..
to Sweety: Hee..No prob..Show me wat ure made of..hee..So,wat instrument can u play??...
to Ika: Jarang??..oh sal aku kn rajin..slalu gi klas...so jarang la nmpk..wakakka..
to Ella: Hello there..Nxt month ehk??...ok2..no prob..as long as u ask its fine...If can try to help as much as u can la k...hee...
to Ameer: Like ive told u...Im mostly right..wakakka..jk
to Khad: Hee...Well,ive no grudges or watsoever with any gal la...Cume tat's wat ive been seeing all this while la..

Ok tags replied...Nuthing else to say...
Cant wait to watch Spiderman 3..
Mon we're gonna taunt again...
Watching midnight movie..
No gals to with but whu cares...
I got my brothers..
Hahhaa..
Tats all..
Bwekz.......:p

2007-04-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

Hmm..Let me see...
Wat to update today??..
Haa..I juz recalled this..

A girl once asked me..
Why do guys like younger girls??...
Hmm...
I'd asnwer tat as a general question...
Haa..
Well,the answer lies within urself girls...
Nw tell me...
Hav u seen any gal whu goes for younger guys??..
If u say yes,nw ans me..
Out of 10,hw many??....
Haa..Nw u see the reason to why guys go for younger gals??..
All those the same age group of gals wuld choose older guys..
Den whu do u expect us guys to choose from??...
Hahhaa...

Haiz..N the main reason behind older guys is of course money!!..
Like duh!!..wakaka..
N i understand tat not all gals are like tat...
Onli some bitches whu goes for wealth..
Cash,bikes,accesorries,materials...
No offence to anyone but sape mkn cilli dier la rase pedas ehk...
haha..

Im ouuta here...

2007-04-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

Well,juz came back frm a day out with Syak,Aizat,Lyn,Ameer n Eric....
BUt left onli Ameer n Eric later on...
Hahaa..
Well,Aizat had to morph n Syak had to head home..
haha..
Lyn as usual met Firaj dunno go where..
Wakakaka..
So onli the 3 guys nights out..

So first thing in the morning is met up with Aizat,Syak n Lyn for the NDP thingy at Simei..
N yea,after tat..Met Ameer and Eric at Peninsula Plaza after eating at Lucky Plaza,all time fav ayam penyet..
N,i bought Orthanc EP release...
The 8th copy of the 100 release...
Soon,its gonna be rare coz they are never gonna reproduce tat piece again..
Pluz,they are awesome..

Then went to watch wild hogs with Ameer n Eric at the Grand Cathay..
The movie was great..
realli worth the money paid...
U guys shud watch it..
Nxt movie awaiting is of course the famous Marvel Superhero Spiderman 3...
Cant wait...
Anyone wanna watch with me??...
Applicable to gals onli...
wakakakaka....

Basically tats all that we did today..
Also bought a new cardigan...
aha...Frm 30 bucks i was offered to 20...
Nice tactic used said Ameer..
hahaa....

2007-04-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...Juz bored..So decided to post the pics of me and my band while in the jamming room...
Haa..Nothing much..Juz enjoy..N if u hav any comment plz do..

.

Tats all...Lots more but this are the kinda nice ones..haha...

2007-04-17T00:41:00.000+08:00

Ok..First day of skul was juz crap...
Everyone said to meet up at yew tee mrt to go together..
Ok fine..
I msged ameer at 8.20 thinking class starts at 9am..
But no reply..fine,went straight hoping to juz meet them at skul...
Reached Clementi and beep2..
One msg received...
Zid,class start kul 12..
I was like...Fcuk la...
Im alreadi reaching skul and u tell me class starts 3 hrs later...
Luckily hasyim was having his councelling duties...
Met him n juz talk..
Killing tym while awaiting noon...
K the guys arrived and we played table tennis for one hr..

Btw..
Nw we are called SN..
Tats the new class..
No more SD..
haha..
N we finished skul arnd 3 n everyone went straight home as it was raining heavily..
But ameer,eric n is went to eat at Lot 1 i guess..
Sori cant join u guys..Maybe tmr..
So tats it for todays happenings..
No pretty chicks in skul..
Yg ade pon sume bpk ayam la ameer..
Wakakaka...

There's a place in the North far2 away...

2007-04-15T01:27:00.000+08:00

kk...
Since one of my biggest blogfan has commented on me to update...
here it goes ariyan...
wakkakaa....

Well,first of all..i need a new job..
I dun think i can survive with tat much pay...
I need a better paying job la...
Say watever u all want tat whether im not thankful or watsoever...
Go ahead...
But this is my life...
N i noe i deserve a better paying job....
Werked like hell these few months n i onli receive like $300-$400/mth??...
No way im gonna continue...
PLuz with my skul starting one day away..
Wat am i gonna get??...50 bucks per mth??..
Hell no...
Cant wait to be 18...
8 more mths...
tats when all doors to any kind of jobs would be opened...
N could also received much more freedom to do more things...
Ryt syed??...hahhaaa....

Well,talking bout skuls...
Its been one year since i first joined ITE where i met those crazy fellas...
But im still the craziest amongst them all...
waakakaaa.....
N i cant wait to get to 2nd year...
One more day..
Haa..
New intakes...
New gals...
Woohhoooo!!..
Haha..
Juz kidding..

I realli gave up on love la...
Not tat im becoming gay la f**kers...
Haha..
But im afraid to say tat coz i might juz fall in love again...
Its juz tat i cant seem to find the ryt one yet...
Ini sala...Itu tk kene...
Mcm2 ah...haa
N whenever i realli loved tat gal,she would juz hav another reason to y she cant accept my love..
haa...
Well,maybe its partly my fault too la..
Coz i never seemed to let "her" go away frm my heart...
Eventhough she's juz a memory...
The gal of my dream has oredi gone far2 away....
So nw im juz waiting for that gal whu might be dreaming for me..
Hahhaaa..
Nw im juz waiting for her...
N whu noes she might juz dream of me...
heeeee..

The stars fell from the night skies....
N i picked it up..

2007-04-08T01:10:00.000+08:00

Here are the few pics that i "stole" from Is...Thx ah..Haha...
During the BBQ...

Ish2 syak..Nk posing pon perot maintain..
wakaa..peace..

It took us about 2 hrs to east coast...

This would hav been a very nice pic if onli we stand abit in the middle..

Guess who was being buried??...

N they all said i was sleeping..
I was juz resting n shutting my eyes la..

Hahha..nothing much..N yea,ive no pics for the 6-7 apr event..ahha..
Till here then..

2007-04-07T12:15:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl....
K,firstly i would like to say that this is gonna be a very long post...
Yea,n i mean it..very damn long post...
So spare ur time...

Thurs-Fri,5 & 6April 2007

Met Is,Ameer,Eric at Cck mrt station....
Took bus at clementi interchange where Hafiz was waiting..
Reached East Coast and proceed to our bbq pit..
Played soccer,swam and went night riding after bbqing...
So yea,did nothing much...
But later part of the night is where the most irritating part came...
A group of indian teens came n stayed beside our pit and make a hell of a noise...
Fuck u all la indian bastards...
Switching on ur radios with tat stupid tamil song of urs...
N they even shout out loud while dancing to the tune...
Cmon la fuckers...
Ur songs arent at all nice to groove to,in case any of u dun realise tat...
K fine,im being a bit racist here..
But do u think i care??!!...
Go to hell bastards...
After tat went back home the next day...

Fri-Sat,6 & 7April 2007

K,heres more story to tell...
If u guys think the story above was not tat exciting,read on....
Firstly,reached home at bout 10+ am...
Kinda slept for 2 hrs before jamming with Coventide...
After tat,didnt feel like going home so met up with Hasyim,Syed and Idris...
We ate and did nuthing much before meeting Azam at bout 10pm...
Head to esplanade and chilled there..
Playing dragonball on Azam's and Syed's PSP...
N yea,bcoz of tat game..We left esplanade at bout 11.45pm..
Juz to find out that the door to CityLink was closed..
We walked all the way thru the other entrance at Raffles Shopping Centre and wat a surprise the grilled was being pulled down by SMRT officers...
We missed the last train home!!!!!...
Wtf..

N the real story comes in here...
This is the most exciting part of all...
We torned(or however it is spelled) the whole night walking..
We toured the whole CBD..
before deciding to proceed to Mustaffa Centre..
The journey there was a real fucking scary experience i ever had..
N yea,i guess we were disturbed by playful spirits..
It started when we were under this row of shophouses where somebody called Syed...
He thot it was his mum but the num stated "Yazid"..
"Thx eh Zid"..he said..
But...The funny thing is my fone was never with me..
It was in the bag tat he himself was carrying....
"Kalau kau tk call,sape yg call??.."Syed asked..
N right after he said that...The light on top of us went dead out of a sudden...
Like seriously the ambience was juz damn ghostly...
We ran to the 7-11 few steps away n cooled down...
N yea,the fone was still ringing..
So i took out my fone n see tat Syed answered the call..
He didnt press the answer button for goodness sake...
K,nvm...
He tried to hear everything thru the voicemail...
The creepy part is when we heard a small girl laughing...
Fuck!!..
There's no one else besides us..

Tats the first experience fyi...
The 2nd experience...

After we cooled down for awhile..
We continued our journey..
Hasyim den saw one of the shophouses door being opened and saw the "chinese prayers" or watever it is..
Fair enuff when he turned back,the door was closed...
While walking,Syed and Azam heard footsteps following..
N out of a sudden,the guitar tat Azam was carrying snapped n it dropped...
We all looked...
The most fucking weird thing is tat the guitar strap was not broken...
It was originally attached permanently and there was nowhere it could have snapped if the thing didnt break...
I was so freaked out,my legs were trembling..
This is my first ever time i felt this way..
Tears were about to dropped down..
I felt like crying...
N this time we didnt run..We walked to the nearest place full of ppl...
There,we checked the strap again..
Its juz weird..

3rd experience...

We kept walking and came to a time we were about to cross a road...
A taxi juz zoomed by and horned like nobody's business...
FUCK!!!!!!
I felt at a moment i was gonna die...
Seriously,i was so shocked i shouted my lungs out..
I totalli lose my cool at tat point of time...
My face went red...
N the others were in state of shock too...
i swear that if i recognised the driver's face..I would punch him hard right on his nose....

Going on...We finally reached Mustaffa Centre at bout 4am and ate..
We were finally free from any harm...
After tat walked around and bought some things before heading to Farrer's Park Mrt station...
Train arrived at 6am and we headed home...
Safe n sound...
Glad n thx to god!!..

So yea...Tats the experience i had...
I slept onli bout 4 hrs for 3 days...
Away from home for 2 days...
N had a whole fuckng new experience and a new story to tell...
I swear tat everything i told was true and nuthing could explain it...
The phonecall...The door...The guitar strap....
All in one night...

2007-04-05T03:21:00.000+08:00

Some say..
"Dun fly too high,u might fall n get hurt"
Well..I say..
"Its not bout flying too high,its bout flying high n making sure u check ur wings"
Make sense??...
Well,im good...
hahhaa...
N if u dunno wat it means...
Nvm...
Im juz trying to play arnd with quotes..
hahhaa...
N yea,this phrase has helped a fren gain confidence...
I guess....

So its 3+ am nw..
Im still infront of my lappie...
Had to meet the pog-ers later at 10 at Clementi Station...
Haiz...
Im juz afraid i cant wake up on time...
N yea,Syak is giving me a wake up call...
Hhaaa...
Well,we are having a bbq at east coast park....
N maybe overnyte there...
The guys confirmed..
The gals i dunno..haha..
So see ya there peeps...
Tatss all folks..